Music and Breaking

Billboard Charts: April 25, 2010

1. Help I'm Alive (The Twelves Remix) - Metric new! P:1 W:1 18

2. Heavy Cross (Fred Falke Remix) - The Gossip same P:1 W:4 45

3. Hide and Seek (Tiesto Iso Remix) - Imogen Heap down 2 P:1 W:3 38

4. Alligator (Passion Pit Remix) - Tegan & Sara up 2 P:4 W:2 22

5. Flashback - Calvin Harris ft. Ayah new! P:5 W:1 195

6. Bad Romance - Lady GaGa down 3 P:3 W:4 240

7. Map (Elite Force Remix) - YYYs down 2 P:5 W:4 78

8. Just Dance - Lady GaGa down 4 P:4 W:3 132

9. Dance In The Dark - Lady GaGa same P:9 W:3 145

10. It's Too Late - Dirth South vs. Evermore new! P:10 W:1 14

Boiling Under:

Telephone - Lady GaGa

Feel It In My Bones - Tiesto ft. Tegan & Sara

Blah Blah Blah - Ke$ha ft. 3oh!3

Believe - Cher

Starstrukk - 3oh!3 ft. Katy Perry

Music is based on some dance songs that I have recently found. Lady GaGa will probably have a resurgence next week.

So I am trying something. I am ignoring Matthew Sunderland.I want our friendship to fade. I am going to try my hardest to ignore him, and not engage him as a friend or equal. He does not deserve my friendship. He has never done anything to earn my friendship. I began it as a means to incorporate it into the theatre, and to explore my options. He didn't help me gain friends, nor has he given me anything in my life save for a few spaced Dr. Pepper's and grief. I am done. I am not going to confront him. I am just going to avoid him and be civil but distant. This probably won't work, but I am going to try.

I want this semester to proceed. I want this show to go up and all go well. I am far too worn out. BUT JAMIKA IS COMING AND IT'S GOING TO BE F*ING AMAZING! WOOOT SAUCE!

Billboard 4/17

Hot 1o:
1. Hide and Seek (Tiesto Iso Remix) - Imogen Heap 18 up 9 P:1 W:2
2. Heavy Cross (Fred Falke Remix) - The Gossip 35 down 1 P:1 W:3
3. Bad Romance - Lady GaGa 236 up 3 P:3 W:3
4. Just Dance - Lady GaGa 129 up 5 P:4 W: 2
5. Maps (Elite Force Remix) YYY's 76 same P:5 W:3
6. Alligator (Passon Pit Remix) - Tegan & Sara 5 new! P:6 W:1
7. Starstrukk - 3oh!3 ft. Katy Perry 9 up 1 P:7 W:3
8. Blah Blah Blah - Ke$ha ft. 3oh!3 12 down 6 P:3 W:2
9. Dance In The Dark - Lady GaGa 140 return P:9 W:2
10. Believe - Cher 20 new! P:10 W:1

Bubbling Under:
Evacuate The Dancefloor (Radio Edit) - Cascada
Feel It In My Bones - Tiesto ft. Tegan & Sara
Telephone - Lady GaGa & Beyonce

The music of my week. Highly influenced by the Night of Noise Dance Party that occurred last evening. Great fun. Danced for three hours straight, and some theatre people showed for a bit.

School is okay. I don't want to do any work, I have no desire to do anything... Not good. Need to clean room and such.

Blech. But I am still happy, though. And my cast is going to be amazing. Laura, Bree, Ellen, and McKenna. Woot!
Happy Week!

Billboard Music Charts - Week 2

Alternative Top Ten:

1. Heads Will Roll - Yeah Yeah Yeahs 201

2. Hell - Tegan & Sara 175

3. Zero - Yeah Yeah Yeahs 153

4. Daylight - Matt & Kim 117

5. Soft Shock - Yeah Yeah Yeahs 115

6. Viva la Vida - Coldplay 113

7. Bling (Confession of a King) - The Killers 91

8. When You Where Young - The Killers 86

9. Spaceman - The Killers 79

10. Into The Ocean - Blue October 76

Read My Mind - The Killers

Dull Life - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Dragon Queen - Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Hot 10:

1. Heavy Cross (Fred Falke Remix) - Gossip 29 same P:1 W:2

2. Blah Blah Blah - Ke$ha ft. 3oh!3 5 New! P:2 W:1

3. Telephone - Lady GaGa & Beyonce 109 down 1 P:2 W:2

4. Every Breath You Take - The Police 1 New! P:4 W:1

5. Maps (Elite Force Remix) - YYY's 71 down 2 P:3 W:2

6. Bad Romance - Lady GaGa 231 up 1 P:6 W:2

7. Boom Boom Boom - Vengaboys 1 New! P:7 W:1

8. Starstrukk - 3oh!3 ft. Katy Perry 5 up 2 P:8 W:2

9. Just Dance - Lady GaGa 127 New! P:9 W:1

10. Hide and Seek (Tiesto Remix) - Imogen Heap 3 New! P:10 W:1

Boiling Under:

Evacuate The Dancefloor (Radio Edit) - Cascada

Feel It In My Bones (feat. Tegan and Sara) - Tiesto

So I like to make lists about music. I really like going to Billboard and looking at the charts. Mostly to see how my Lady is doing, but also just to look at the numbers. So I am going to try to do this each week to gage my music. The top list is based on the play numbers in my itunes, and the bottom list is based on play numbers as well as personal importance. I had a lot of fun making the chart. So I am going to make a mini-billboard. You guys can chime in with your own music, and we can have a voting thing! Or not. I just like making the charts!

Auditions are tomorrow. Finally. Alessa, watch out for Sunderland. He really wants Chris. I told him to do everything in his power to comprise his choices, but as usual he will probably ignore my advice. I will aid you as I can, but this is a fight that I wouldn't wish on anyone. We will see what goes down. But I am here for you girl. We will talk tomorrow.

I want a good cast! I am just happy they are happening. This waiting has been killing me.

Zaida, I am so excited that your show is going well! I wish we could all see it. Rock, girl!

Kristina, you petty thief! I like you!

Chloe, I comprehended this time. You seemed to be having a rave of a time in Japan. Don't go too crazy on making friends. It is said you only can remember two hundred people really, and you seem to have fifty alone in your first few weeks...

Jamika, WAAHH, I's wants yous heres!!! I hope all is okay.

Ke$ha, get out of my head!

Billboard Music Charts - For Steven Stewart

Top 20 in Itunes

1. Feel It In My Bones : Tiësto ft. Tegan and Sara 268

2. Bad Romance : Lady Gaga 231

3. Lovegame (Chew Fu Ghettohouse Fix) : Lady Gaga ft. Marilyn Manson 230

4. Not Alone (Deadmau5 Remix) : Gianluca Motta ft. Molly 228

5. I Will Be Here : Tiësto & Sneaky Sound System 222

6. Escape Me : Tiësto ft. C.C. Sheffield 220

7. The Longest Road (Deadmau5 Remix) : Morgan Page 218

8. Century : Tiësto ft. Calvin Harris 216

9. You Are My Diamond : Tiësto ft. Kianna 210

10. Heads Will Roll : Yeah Yeah Yeahs 201

11. Fire : Ferry Corsten 200

12. Into the Nightlife : Cyndi Lauper 191

13. Beautiful : Ferry Corsten 182

14. Flashback : Calvin Harris ft. Ayah 177

15. Hell : Tegan and Sara 175

16. Hold On To Me : Armin van Buuren 168

17. Zero : Yeah Yeah Yeahs 153

18. So Happy I Could Die : Lady Gaga 143

19. Allein Allein : Polarkreis 18 138

20: Monster : Lady Gaga 137

Lady Gaga dominates the top fifty along with Tiësto. Amount of times listened to song.

Hot 10:

1. Heavy Cross (Fred Falke Remix) : Gossip 24

2. Telephone : Lady Gaga 108

3. Maps (Elite Force Re-Fix) : Yeah Yeah Yeahs 71

4. Go Your Own Way : The Cranberries 17

5. Real Girl : Mutya Buena 28

6. When Love Takes Over : David Guetta ft. Kelly Rowland 130

7. Bad Romance : Lady Gaga 231

8. Walking On A Dream : Empire of the Sun 125

9. Dance In The Dark : Lady Gaga 137

10. Starstrukk : 30h!3 ft. Katy Perry 2

My current musical fetishes of the week.

I know a lot of this music you guys won't know, but I got bored so yeah! You should do it too. We should have a music exchange! Plus love the alien picture.

Spectacular! Spectacular!

So Seattle is okay. Everyone seems to be either a bad driver or a terrible pedestrian. Including my aunt. The food is good though. I don't think I could live there with my aunt. I would go insane.

Spring Break is over, I need to do some things,

-Write my mini-thesis.

-Learn Lines

-Finish messing around with the Monologues and get sides ready for auditions.

-Stop being yanked around.

I think these are fine goals. I fear that Lighting Design is going to hit me square in the face with work. Damned Ty, luring us into a sense of false ease. Oh well.

Jamika / Zaida(I think you got it though...) - Jess and Will. Chaos is just sitting on the doorstop. At least no Sunderland in this play! Though knowing him, he probably will come to rehearsal anyways. What else does he have to do?

Alessa - Will tell. You missed an interesting night.

Rant Time~!

Mother fucking Ke$ha can go crawl into a hole. I am so ready for her to stop being popular, she is just a cheap copy of my Gaga. Tik Tok was fun for a while, and Blah, Blah, Blah is fun to say, but there is no place in this pop world for her. I reject!

Tra La La La Blah, Blah, Blah. Damnit!

You Have Been a Bad Girl, Gaga. A Very Bad Girl. - Honey B

So yeah... Steven's not ready for sleep and bored beyond measure, so he is going to post his third blogpost of the evening. Oh wait, its morning, haha.... Here is a random factoid.

High School Musical History of Steven Richard William Stewart.

6th Grade "Lesbianism and Discovery of Music" - Sophie B. Hawkins (Lesbian Pop Singer - "Right Beside You", I just found out she did much better on the charts and was much more popular than I ever imagined. She was my idol.) Song: Right Beside You Album: Whaler

7th Grade "Coming Out through Fake Punk Girl!" Avril Lavigne (Dominated my emotions surrounding my realization of my sexuality. I was doomed to a life of frivolity and female emotion, alas! I had a whole movie planned to this album...) Song: Losing Grip (Christmas Music dominated September. I rocked out to Silent Night and such throughout middle school. Like seriously.) Album: Let Go

8th Grade "British Invasion: It Happens Once in Every Young Soul" Coldplay (I consider this my true discovery of the synthesizer. God where would I be without them? Taylor Swift loving? I shudder at that thought.) Song: Clocks (This song still makes me tingle.) Album: A Rush of Blood to the Head

9th Grade "Angst in the Land of Elves: A Gay Dork Goes Electronic Pop" The Killers (I rebelled in interesting ways, and since I thought all my friends hated The Killers for some reason, I loved them. Brandom Flowers can come and take me at anytime. Ehem!) Song: Believe Me Natalie (That album had a lot of names in the song titles, Jenny, Andy, Natalie, Mr. Brightside. Sounds like a weird breakfast club) Album: Hot Fuss

10th Grade "British Invasion Part 2: Gwyneth Paltrow is One Lucky Bitch" Coldplay (Released a new album that is still one of my favorites. I got great friends this year, so less angst, more pop.) Song: White Shadows Album: X&Y

11th Grade "Alt Insecurity and Dance Dance Revolution: Crisis of Stupidity and Bad Parenting" All American Rejects, Juliet, Hot Dance Mix 2004. (Not my best family year, but I finally started listening to actual dance music as well some electronic and alt.) Songs: Can't Take It (Rejects), New Shoes (Juliet), the first half hour of Hot Albums: Move Along, Random Order, and Hot Dance Mix 2004

12th Grade: "Happy Days in the Land of Fading Dreams and Hot Ninjas" The Killers, Enya, Tiesto (Listened and bought real bonfided dance music, went on a naturalist kick with Enya, and my favorite alt band released a new CD. All was good) Songs: Just Be (Tiesto), Shepard Moons (Enya), Read My Mind (The Killers) Albums: Just Be, Amarantine, Sam's Town

More Tomorrow! Steven Sleepy listening to Enya! Loves!

I have found pictures and I want to share, if anyone cares.

Poster for Yeah Yeah Yeahs song, "Maps". I think it is the most beautiful song I have heard in a long time. I think I want this to play at my never going to happen wedding. "They don't love you like I love you." Random romantic moment.

I like the goth look on a girl, I want to design a costume that is similar to that picture. Plus it has a kitty in it. I love kitties!

Lady Gaga in the "Telephone" video. I want it to come out so bad!!! Damned delays. Friday morning, Friday morning!!!

Apparently that was a site's philosopher raptor pondering. I thought it was hilarious.

That is from my favorite song right now, Flashback, by Calvin Harris. Tis rad. And yes I used rad.

Zooey Deschanel is downright beautiful. I would probably have her babies if she asked me. If I have a celebrity female crush, it would be her. I think its the eyes. Oh blue eyes. I also like Anne Hathaway, especially this picture, but I don't want to have her babies.

I want to try to do this more, so yeah!

Fame Monster!

Hey Guys!
I am better! Thanks for all the reassuring comments, it really means a lot. I just had my thrice yearly week of angst, so I can be better now. (I still want to punch Matt Sunderland in the face, but that is a common thing, so yah!) Just have to spend time with the relations, which is oh joy, but yeah. It's been a good weekend just doing nothing. I mean I was suppose to do work, but I have time later this week to do it, right?

So guess what? THE FUCKING FAME MONSTER, THE BEST SECOND ALBUM OF ALL TIME, is out today. I could order it online if I had itunes money. I am going to buy it today, no matter how much I am going to get lectured by my overbearing aunt on expenses. I am currently loving four of the eight songs and two of the others are growing on me, so I think it is going to be a success.

I don't understand why I love Lady Gaga so much? I mean I have never been this excited about an artist before. Ever. I mean, I know all the The Killers and Coldplay songs by heart, and I bought their new albums. (Which I think people should buy the albums of those artists you love) But with Lady Gaga I want so much more. I want all the t-shirts. I want the collector's addition CD set. I want the lock of one of her wigs. I am fucking creepy. AND I LOVE IT! This is a wondrous obsession and I don't want to change it, I just want to know what switched inside of my head to love her. I guess it is probably a gay thing. And I finally truly understand the obsession of the old queens with Judy Garland, Cher, and all those wondrous women.

My favorite songs are Bad Romance, Alejandro, Monster, and most especially, Dance in the Dark. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!

I get to see my high school group this weekend. And by group I mean my two best friends from home. For some reason I had very few friends in high school, and then when I get here, I know every fucking person on campus. (ish, usually in a dorky way)

So blech, I need to sleep some before my aunt comes to get me. Or not sleep. Who knows!

Hope everyone is well!
And Alessa, I'm thankful for your flipping sexy face! Sorry, want to respond in some manner.
LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time of the Essence

Well it is the nearing the end of the first week of September, and I am going nuts!

I am already swamped with more work than I ever have had in my academic career. Alessa, you and I are going to die. Zaida, I miss you terribly, but you would be about to kill something right now (aka Sunderland) so it might be a small consolation. (Bad segway, I still want you here.) Damned scenic design. Directing. Theatre business and promotions. Sound Design. Colonialism and Slavery in Latin America. WTF?

Alright none of that. BE HAPPY STEVEN MARGH!

I think the Ice Breaker is going to be hilarious. I really like a lot of the scenes. I am excited!

Musically, I really like the Yeah Yeah Yeahs new CD. It makes happy. Also Ladyhawke and the Lady Gaga remixes. Oh my Lady, so crazy, yet so delicious.

BE POSITIVE, OR ELSE.