Spectacular! Spectacular!

So Seattle is okay. Everyone seems to be either a bad driver or a terrible pedestrian. Including my aunt. The food is good though. I don't think I could live there with my aunt. I would go insane.

Spring Break is over, I need to do some things,

-Write my mini-thesis.

-Learn Lines

-Finish messing around with the Monologues and get sides ready for auditions.

-Stop being yanked around.

I think these are fine goals. I fear that Lighting Design is going to hit me square in the face with work. Damned Ty, luring us into a sense of false ease. Oh well.

Jamika / Zaida(I think you got it though...) - Jess and Will. Chaos is just sitting on the doorstop. At least no Sunderland in this play! Though knowing him, he probably will come to rehearsal anyways. What else does he have to do?

Alessa - Will tell. You missed an interesting night.

Rant Time~!

Mother fucking Ke$ha can go crawl into a hole. I am so ready for her to stop being popular, she is just a cheap copy of my Gaga. Tik Tok was fun for a while, and Blah, Blah, Blah is fun to say, but there is no place in this pop world for her. I reject!

Tra La La La Blah, Blah, Blah. Damnit!

I have found pictures and I want to share, if anyone cares.

Poster for Yeah Yeah Yeahs song, "Maps". I think it is the most beautiful song I have heard in a long time. I think I want this to play at my never going to happen wedding. "They don't love you like I love you." Random romantic moment.

I like the goth look on a girl, I want to design a costume that is similar to that picture. Plus it has a kitty in it. I love kitties!

Lady Gaga in the "Telephone" video. I want it to come out so bad!!! Damned delays. Friday morning, Friday morning!!!

Apparently that was a site's philosopher raptor pondering. I thought it was hilarious.

That is from my favorite song right now, Flashback, by Calvin Harris. Tis rad. And yes I used rad.

Zooey Deschanel is downright beautiful. I would probably have her babies if she asked me. If I have a celebrity female crush, it would be her. I think its the eyes. Oh blue eyes. I also like Anne Hathaway, especially this picture, but I don't want to have her babies.

I want to try to do this more, so yeah!

Flashback!

Tra la la la. Tis the beginning of a new semester, and I haven't posted in ages so I think it's time to pander on for a couple pages about myself. Yeah narcissism! I kid, I kid. Blogging is so invigorating!

(It helps that it's six in the morning.)

Wonderful things of the moment:

1. Lady Gaga - Even though she got cheated when it came to the televised show and Taylor Swift is a perky little douche bag, my dear empress is still going strong. Bad Romance is lasting, but I feel Telephone is on the fringe as replacing it as her single that is popular. I swear her and the Black Eyed-Peas are the are in a race to milk the most out of their respective audiences. Oh and the Peas should have won some more Grammys. Fucking Taylor Swift and Kings of Leon, how drawl. (Beyonce was worthy though.)

2. Lord of the Rings - I just took a LOTR literature class this Jan Term, and while I hated reading Sir Gawain and Beowulf, being the class nerd on the subject brought me great satisfaction. Kernberger is always a kook and it was very entertaining. I wish I was able to write fiction, I have so many ideas but none of those can formulate into actual writing. Sigh.

3. Dance Music in general. I have found some great songs. I feel like I need to move to Europe to find some with my interest in the music, but I think an American Dance movement is starting. Case in point the impact of Lady Gaga on music. I can hear the synthesizer in music becoming dominate. Shudder of Delight.

4. TV. Caprica is turning out to be a great show, none of you here would care because it's science fiction and I know your general opinion about scifi, but it is pretty amazing especially their portrayal of homosexuality. I can't wait for Glee to return!

Sucky and Destructive right now.

-1. Matt Sunderland. No he hasn't done anything malicious or really that callous, he is just being his normal depressing and cocky self. He keeps flaunting his position in the play around me, tugging around his script to places like the pool and the workout room. Why? To bother me of course, cause he knows how much I wanted that role and he just wants to flaunt the fact that you are apparently better. And the sad thing, is I don't think he does it intentionally all the time. I am just bothered by it. Dirty Whore. I do talk about him a lot I released. It's rather sad that he is one of my main conversation topics. I need a boy friend.

-2. Speaking of Boyfriends, WTF WORLD?!? Angst! Angry blog post!

Where is anyone for me, hmm? I mean that just doesn't want a quick fuck or lives in Nevada? I know I am not that hideous but I seem to be one of the few ones in this world who probably be alone for the rest of my life. I think that will be the case. And I sort of don't care, but I would like some attention. Hell apparently even Sunderland can get some to pay attention to him. What the fuck is wrong with me. Maybe I need more guy friends.

Other Thoughts.

A. I think I am going to try do selections from the Vagina Monologues for my advanced directing showcase (This is why I don't have a boyfriend...). I hope Janet lets me, I mean I don't cause problems, I am courteous and hard working, and this would be challenge for me. Let's have our fingers crossed!

B. I got food stamps! Yeah Food! I almost starved this Jan term cause of my stupidity. (Okay not starved, I have very generous benefactors who I love). I am such a welfare baby.

I hope everyone is well. I need to go to sleep now it is late/early. Oh and ps. I think I have a crush on Adam Lambert... (SHAME!)

LOVES
(lusts)

Fame Monster!

Hey Guys!
I am better! Thanks for all the reassuring comments, it really means a lot. I just had my thrice yearly week of angst, so I can be better now. (I still want to punch Matt Sunderland in the face, but that is a common thing, so yah!) Just have to spend time with the relations, which is oh joy, but yeah. It's been a good weekend just doing nothing. I mean I was suppose to do work, but I have time later this week to do it, right?

So guess what? THE FUCKING FAME MONSTER, THE BEST SECOND ALBUM OF ALL TIME, is out today. I could order it online if I had itunes money. I am going to buy it today, no matter how much I am going to get lectured by my overbearing aunt on expenses. I am currently loving four of the eight songs and two of the others are growing on me, so I think it is going to be a success.

I don't understand why I love Lady Gaga so much? I mean I have never been this excited about an artist before. Ever. I mean, I know all the The Killers and Coldplay songs by heart, and I bought their new albums. (Which I think people should buy the albums of those artists you love) But with Lady Gaga I want so much more. I want all the t-shirts. I want the collector's addition CD set. I want the lock of one of her wigs. I am fucking creepy. AND I LOVE IT! This is a wondrous obsession and I don't want to change it, I just want to know what switched inside of my head to love her. I guess it is probably a gay thing. And I finally truly understand the obsession of the old queens with Judy Garland, Cher, and all those wondrous women.

My favorite songs are Bad Romance, Alejandro, Monster, and most especially, Dance in the Dark. I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED!

I get to see my high school group this weekend. And by group I mean my two best friends from home. For some reason I had very few friends in high school, and then when I get here, I know every fucking person on campus. (ish, usually in a dorky way)

So blech, I need to sleep some before my aunt comes to get me. Or not sleep. Who knows!

Hope everyone is well!
And Alessa, I'm thankful for your flipping sexy face! Sorry, want to respond in some manner.
LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad Romance

Hey everybody!
Long time, no blog. I believe I missed the entire month of October. Any who it was a pretty sucky month overall so whatever.

News from the land of Steven:
- We finished our white model in Scenic Design. Pretty sure Ty hates it, but whatever, it took a good forty eight hours of my life so he can just suck it. Yeah Alessa, mid-morning nights!
- Cast my directing scene! Will Bailey and freshman, Daphne Dosset, an alliteration amiga. I don't think Will Bailey likes me very much, and he doesn't seem excited, but whatever.
- I want to fucking murder Sunderland. Not really news, but it's a bit more fiery nowadays.

So that it what is going on right this moment. I am really tired of school. Blech! It's not even the work, really. I have done everything so far and am doing well, I believe. I am just worn out for the lack of free time. And usually I am the first to admit that I spend a copious amount of time doing nothing. Not really the case right now. Guess I need to be a semi-serious layabout the be happy, no?

In better visions, The FAME MONSTER is coming out this month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so fucking excited, I can barely contain it. I love Bad Romance, especially the more and more that I listen to it. It is so god damned catchy. Lady Gaga, je t'adore. I really want the shirt, Cd deal thing, but my money is running low cause of my idiot aunt. But I want it!

Blech. I also hate relationships. People are so fucking screwy sometimes. Sorry to you all, but damn, can't you deal with your problems without causing such a ruckus and being complete dicks to each other, I mean come on. (This probably why I haven't had a relationship, nor will have one anytime soon.)

GOD!
At least I have Lady Gaga.
ra...ra....romama...ga...ga..

Time of the Essence

Well it is the nearing the end of the first week of September, and I am going nuts!

I am already swamped with more work than I ever have had in my academic career. Alessa, you and I are going to die. Zaida, I miss you terribly, but you would be about to kill something right now (aka Sunderland) so it might be a small consolation. (Bad segway, I still want you here.) Damned scenic design. Directing. Theatre business and promotions. Sound Design. Colonialism and Slavery in Latin America. WTF?

Alright none of that. BE HAPPY STEVEN MARGH!

I think the Ice Breaker is going to be hilarious. I really like a lot of the scenes. I am excited!

Musically, I really like the Yeah Yeah Yeahs new CD. It makes happy. Also Ladyhawke and the Lady Gaga remixes. Oh my Lady, so crazy, yet so delicious.

BE POSITIVE, OR ELSE.

So... summer is coming to a close and I really just want this school year to start already... I mean there is several people I will miss terribly that are going to be gone in the next couple of days, but still I am so worn out with all this stupid animosity we have had that I just want to move into HP E and be done with it.

I know of two plays we are going to do, I guess... (If Sunderland is a reliable source. Situation says he is so okay) The Dollhouse, and a return of Too Much Light Made the Baby go blind. Sounds fun I guess...

Lady Gaga rocks my argyle socks! I can't wait for her new CD to come out; she keeps talking about it, but it probably will forever before it does come out. I cannot imagine the wonder! Also Lily Allen's "It Not Me, It's You" is probably one of the best CD's I have ever. I guess artists whose names start with "L" just float my boat.

I still need to get my Lady Gaga t-shirt... It's the only thing I need... Damn my lack of credit card!

Hope everyone is swell and having a good end to their holiday, or in some cases, not dying over their lack of job security. (loves)

Bloop!

I want summer to be over... I am just tired of working.

Zane and Chloe are here, still a bit akward, but whatever, it's fun.

I want my computer, I am just too bored....

Republicans using Lady Gaga for political messages? Really? Get Real. (Just Tax Video)

Rockband 2 Rules. No arguements.

Oh and I want to respond to comments but I am not good with this thing yet exactly, so don't worry not ignoring you.