DIE-A-GRAM

So I made a map of Europe based on the different people within the theatre. I tired to the define people on their relationship as friends and such.

Alessa - Your Poland. It may sound like a slap, but it is actually a great choice. You see, I'm Polish for one. France and Poland are usually allies and France has always supported your independence and self development. Also Poland is an older European nation that went out of existence for a while, but came back with support from France, and I think that parallels to our friendship.

Jamika - I have you as Turkey, partly because you are one of the oldest non-professors in the bunch, and France and you have been close friends for a while. ;) Also knowing that you are of different racial background to us, but accepted by most everyone as a European nation. That sounded bad, but I loves you! I hope you get what I mean.

Kristina - I put you as Bulgaria because I like the city names, and I think you would too. Also you are a somewhat younger nation in Europe like the other sophomores. Also I put you as Bulgaria because you have connections to elsewhere, but are still apart of the whole and loved. And you're next to Chloe!

Bryan and Brittney - I have you being California and Washington respectively. However, you are away from our world, but stilled tied to it. Most graduates are states.

Zaida - Sorry! I just think it fits you even with you being from there. You and home isles have similar personalties I feel, beautiful, fun, grrr, and punch. Love?

I am France, cause I feel it match's my personality. If anyone would like to know why who is who, I can explain later. It makes sense, I swear.

Blah Blah Blah, I hate Ke$ha.

Here are some picture I found stumbling. I need to sleep more. Seriously.

1. Literal translation. I think it's awesome. (Oh Alessa and your sheet!)

2. I thought it was ha ha ha.

3. That's how I want to fall into a manhole. The sewer kind.

4. Mehe...

Random Update!

Dog Sees God - Alessa, you are fecking awesome. I am so happy that you were given this part, you totally deserve it, and you own it. I wish you were in Comedy, Brenna and I really need someone to hang out with. I really like Jill and Brenna in this production, both are quirky and unique in a really entertaining way. However, everyone else is sort of how they are like in real life, save Will, but there is totally some Divacarri coming out through a lot of his scenes. I don't want to watch it much anymore save for the scenes of those I mentioned, but often they have to play second fiddle to others. Sure they do funny things, but I have seen it all before. A lot. I don't need an angsty Sunderland or a high WB. Not really invigorating. Plus a certain person who sits next to me in the upper box can really shove something up his pretentious ass. My god! He is almost as angsty and bitter as Matt and CB combined with Beethoven's piano playing. Meck!

Query - So I have been talking to a boy of late, I know shocking for me right? He is young, 18, and still in high school, and I have no plans of anything. But I haven't ever received any attention from a boy, really, so I have been responding to his messages. We are running out of things to say on Facebook, and I was wondering if I should give him my number. I don't know what to do. I am just curious on opinions on this subject matter.

Hope everyone is glorious!

Picture Party Dos!

Hello everyone! Here are some more random pictures that I have found just running around on the internet. (Damn you stumbleupon!)

1. Camilla Belle - While not the greatest actress, she is pretty good and very pretty. I liked Push no matter what people say. I would cast her in something in a heart beat. She just needs the right role. Plus she can speak Portuguese. (Chris Evans in Push is delightfully yummy, and I like Dakota Fanning as pseudo-emo.)

2. Nicholas Holt - Of About A Boy fame, he is very pretty as well. I want his blue eyes to pierce my soul. Okay enough awkward.

3-6 - Just interesting images. The present and pillow ones are disturbing but intriguing? I think i stole the bacon one from someone, but I like it so yeah.

Life is good! I don't want to really give my weekend away to this show, but you guys know the joys of the theatre. Hmm... Lights suck, f.y.i.

Comedy of Errors!

Yeah I finally got cast in an official Linfield Janet directed production! I am the Courtesan in Comedy of Errors. And I have a enough lines to be a notable secondary character. I think I have a page long monologue. Woot sauce. I think this cast will be fun, if not a little dangerous with some of our more exuberant members. And I get to be dressed in drag. We will see how I do. Now Alessa and I can no longer complain about not being cast in a main-stage show here at Linfield. I know you were a tad upset about not getting called back by Janet, which I saw no reason for you not to come back, but remember you got chosen for Dog Sees God against a lot of talent, so your awesome!

Funny thing is that I will perform in drag on my birthday! It's a Sunday, but yeah!

Really excited!

I have found pictures and I want to share, if anyone cares.

Poster for Yeah Yeah Yeahs song, "Maps". I think it is the most beautiful song I have heard in a long time. I think I want this to play at my never going to happen wedding. "They don't love you like I love you." Random romantic moment.

I like the goth look on a girl, I want to design a costume that is similar to that picture. Plus it has a kitty in it. I love kitties!

Lady Gaga in the "Telephone" video. I want it to come out so bad!!! Damned delays. Friday morning, Friday morning!!!

Apparently that was a site's philosopher raptor pondering. I thought it was hilarious.

That is from my favorite song right now, Flashback, by Calvin Harris. Tis rad. And yes I used rad.

Zooey Deschanel is downright beautiful. I would probably have her babies if she asked me. If I have a celebrity female crush, it would be her. I think its the eyes. Oh blue eyes. I also like Anne Hathaway, especially this picture, but I don't want to have her babies.

I want to try to do this more, so yeah!

Everyone is Awesome

In our circle of bloggers. I love you all. Just thought you should know.

Here are some heartbeats for y'all. This is the only Lady Gaga and heartish image I could find surprisingly. I mean she has worn everything else.

LOVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, Matthew Sunderland. You can fucking die. I have no idea what makes you so entitled to believe what you believe about the nature of human friendships. I guess it comes from you upbringing. Your parents truly fucked up, because whatever you think is normal and acceptable behavior is just ridiculously not. I have stood by throughout these last two and half years as a blind fool, defending your stupid choices and remaining your ally when I clearly shouldn't have. You have used me as a means to mediate your anger and angst, often not caring about how I felt about the matter, and ignored everything that I have ever told you. Last semester, you were being downright annoying and disrespecting to me. So I lashed out in really the only way I had, through banning you from the dressing room. You were not welcomed by actors in the dressing room, you got in the way of our work, and were downright distasteful around people in sensitive situations. Why the fuck did you have to be backstage when you weren't doing anything for show? You were the assistant lighting designer, weren't you suppose to go watch the play? I'll admit I was bitter of against you for dropping me as your dominate male friend for Chris Forrer, but I came to realize you only used me as something to make yourself feel better.

THEN you decide to cause all hell among everyone else while not saying a word to Alessa or I. You got your way, as usual, cause apparently you're so bloody special. And then you couldn't understand why I was so angry at you? Really? REALLY? I however decided to let that slide as usual because I am meek.

Dog Sees God - You shouldn't be CB. It was a terrible choice. But whatever, not your fault I guess. However you would constantly flaunt your victory around me. You know I wanted the part more than I had ever wanted something at our stupid school. But as usual, you got what you wanted, and you made everyone know it. Why did you need take your script to the pool, when we were swimming? There was no reason you needed to learn lines around us. We were playing marco polo. Don't think that I am that stupid to not know what you were doing.

Finally the whole towel thing. I allowed you into my apartment on the basis of you not even going near Garrett's things. I thought it would be good for you to get over your irrational need to destroy him. However you are just as petty as you ever have been. You went and rubbed your penis or peed on his towel. But first you couldn't figure out which towel was his, so you took a random guess and told me that you had done it to my towel. AND THEN YOU EXPECTED ME TO BE OKAY WITH IT?!? You were a fucking douche bag and you abused my trust.

Then last night. You were not the victim. I banned you from my room because you did something truly douchy and I couldn't trust you to be a decent person over here. And then you said something petty about me being banned from your apartment, and I didn't want to spend time with you. You called Amanda and yelled at her, and she hung up. And yet your feelings have been hurt and I am destroying our friendship?

Oh no sir. I am done. I have had to carry you across oceans of hate and negativity, and for what? To be treated like a large pile of compost to be burned? I don't deserve this. Amanda, Alessa, everyone you have ever treated like this doesn't deserve this. I will admit it, and I don't care if you are offended or hurt by it. YOU ARE A TERRIBLE HUMAN BEING.

I am not perfect. I have been pretty douchy and self centered in my life. But nowhere as cruel and maleficent as you. I am done being your friend. I can't coddle you any longer. I have not the love or patience anymore. I use to be a better person, you have made me worse. I am done.